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    May 05

    天啊

        我的在乎被人家说成了思想有问题,我该用怎样的态度去面对呢?笑吗,笑不出来,哭吗,有什么用呢?
        天啊,我做错了吗?原来,真的是很多事情我无法控制,或者说,我看不清状况吧。
        倒是很想潇洒一点,没用,我依然很在乎,很在乎,很在乎的结果就是,被讨厌了,天啊,该说我什么呢?
        没有道歉,没有温柔,没有任何!揪着我的头发,对我吼,对我叫,不让我,这是两个孩子的游戏吗?我不这么认为。
        积累到一定得程度了,我真的是受不了了。没有理解,没有解决,每次都是哄骗我说的话吧,不然同样的问题怎么会重复出现,甚至,还忘的那么快呢?
        天啊,能不能停止一切的哄骗呢?能不能停止一切的幼稚呢?
        问题能真正解决吗?我相信的那么笃定,到最后,也只是一句,我说什么了。
        我很不想承认这种话的前因是因为说了打发我的话,不然,一次又一次的解释解释解释,我解释的难道就那么不够清楚吗?
        还是,人家根本没听呢??或者听了就忘呢??或者听了也不认同呢??
        天啊,如果你需要的是N多围绕你,对你好,陪着你的生活,就不要在我面前装出一副多么情圣的样子,好不好?!我还真没有准备过那种生活!
        玩笑是玩笑,为什么我没有这样的玩笑,为什么我没有随便这种玩笑,为什么我说过这么多次我的感受。。。因为你觉得我SX有问题吧。
        在乎的再多,还是不够好,不想辩解。
        孩子气的我,太认真了,这样真的不好,很不好。
        天啊!!!

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